All right I guess it's time for an update even though no one reads this stupid blog anyway. Well the cat is out of the bag....I'm pregnant. Actually 9 weeks pregnant today. I already feel like a big fatty! I don't know if it's possible but I look like I'm already showing. A lot of it is bloat but the bloat isn't all gone in the morning like it is for most. I still have a little bump in my lower abdomen come morning time. The first ultrasound in Oct 2nd and we're SO excited! I can't wait to see the baby and hopefully hear the heartbeat. It will make me feel so much better. I'm on the bump daily and I'm constantly reading about ppl who miscarry and who are having bleeding only to find out later that they have miscarried. It makes my so nervous. I just wish this first trimester was over so I could lessen the fear on miscarriage. I still desperately need to clean out the nursery. We still have boxes and some other junk stored in there from when we moved. I've already started a Target registry, lol. It's private so no one can see it though. I've go a lot of stuff on there already and I can't wait to add to the list. I can't wait till I can start buying stuff! Most of all I can't wait till we can find out what we're having!!